heyyyy! it's currently 3:16am and i was boreeeeeed outta my mind so decided to create a blog cs y not !? here's a bit abt myself.
i like doing my makeup and wearing huge lashes! i have red hair and i love trying out new stuff on it! i like spending time with friends and him!
anyways, thanks for reading! signing off, lalá.
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heyyyy! me again! here are some updates: i always get compliments on my hair omw 2 school and there's this b̸̼̋͛̑͆̈́͗̿̅ŏ̸̡̼̺̫̥̻͈̞̍͆̏̓́͜͝ͅy̶͔͗ i'm crushing on. he's suuuper tall and SOOOO FINE. but he kinda makes me feel liek im losing my mind and that im going insane. he doesn't tell me what he feels and all but treats me like im his gf? its so confusing. these days he been absent too. always with his gayassfriendsfriendsfriendsfriendsfriendsfriendsfriendsfriendsfriends but oh well! jus a teenage boy. i'll give him some time to think and not rush him. i can't wait to see his u̷̬̩̰̫͕̘͎̔́̃̄̍͋̓ǧ̷̡̟̲̹̩̱͉̮̭͇͚̮̖̟̽̓͊̔̓̕l̶̬̞͎̖͉̹̝͕̝͖̣̉͆y̶͔͗ ǎ̴̯̀͠s̴̹̀̎̇͗̍͗̾̋̏̈͐͒̕͠͠ͅs̴̹̀̎̇͗̍͗̾̋̏̈͐͒̕͠͠ͅ face again!!!!!
MOOD: confused but happy. signing off, lalá.
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back again! today i wanted to throwthrowthrowthrowthrowthrow a fit because i wasn't feeling really well:( he didn't text me goodnight and left me on sent when i changed my mind.. ouch.
well, i been doing good in school! made lots of new friends and been distracting myself a lot so i cant think abt my cheating dog ass ex! i jus been having troubles with a teacher cus its like satan crawls up her fucking ass and uses her body as a vessel. i feel like im losing my shit little by little
signing off, lalá
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haiiiii!!! today has been weird. he's acting like a fucking robot. this is the shit that makes me LOSE IT. im usually so numb but he makes my feelings go insane. sometimes i wish he could feel the shit i feel. he reposts some dumb cheesy couple shit on X.. BRO I AM INFRONT OF U. he dunno i look at his X but i do, and A LOT. i care too much and i never cared this much and i cant thug it out. sometimes i look at him and my heart flutters, sometimes i js think "you piece of shitshitshitshitshitshitshitsheshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshit". sometimes i wanna jam my tongue in his ear and eat the hair off his scalp but other times i wanna rip his eyes out and fuck the sockets. he makes me want to p̴̩͙̺̩͓̣͈͖̎ͅu̷̬̩̰̫͕̘͎̔́̃̄̍͋̓k̵̘̺̦͉͖̪̪͖͉͊̆̔́̈́̍̃̈́͒̂̑̀̚͜͝ë̸͓̮͉͈͇͍̖͎̩̞͈́́́̋̇̾͋̈́̾͆͑͘͘͜͠͝
he isnt my bf yet... but he will be!!! he only won't be mine if the devil doesn't want him to be.
MOOD: hopeful